the-jefferson-starships:

 #is this or is this not Sebastian walking away from St Bart’s #he just spent 2 hours in the car waiting for Jim to get back down there #he knew he won’t come #but he still waited there #knowing what Jim did #but he didn’t want to believe it #he was still hoping that maybe #maybe… #it was already late and raining when he left the car #and got on the rooftop #just to find Jim’s body in a puddle of blood #and with a silent ‘Jim you fucking idiot’ closed his boss’ eyes and left #he didn’t go back to his car #he walked #walked all the way through the whole London #when suddenly it hit him #he’s dead #Jim’s dead #he won’t see him ever again #won’t hear his fucking annoying sing-song voice #James was gone everything was gone and it hit Sebastian like a train #and running his fingers through his hair he sat down on the ground and let the tears run down his face #…gone